isolovebees

I do not know why but something’s pushing me to write something here on Tumblr. Lol. Tumblr isn’t my thing anymore (I admit). However, this serves as an outlet for the things that I cannot shout publicly. LOL.

Okay. So there’s this person whom I just met. He isn’t my type but I like him. I like him in a way that he makes me interested about what kind of person he is. I’m not into this “crush-crush thing (DEFINITELY N-O-T!) but I must admit that he makes me feel “kilig”. And though I hate to admit this, I think he’s my crush. Lol.

I’m just writing because some people are starting to notice how I like him. Yeah, I like him but I bet it’s not yet time for me to enter into uhm a-a-a (you already know). However, I am not closing the doors. DUH. I just don’t want it TODAY (I don’t know my stand for tomorrow. Okay?). It’s just that I am still soooo in love with my friends and freedom that I cannot afford to give up some of my time yet. I mean, yes, I am giving him some of my time but it’s just the “free portion” of my time. When you enter into (you already know), I think you need to give a quarter of your time for him/her. And I am sure that I cannot give him as much as a “quarter” of my time. But definitely, I’ll continue seeing him whenever I have time. And if the time comes that I can already give him attention (as much as the attention I am giving to my bestfriends), then I guess I just have to say YES! :)

Bebeboy, Imissyouuuuu.

Okay. So we recently received a failing grade of 70 for our Feasibility Study. Thank God that was just an assessment. If that was our final submission, we would never ever be able to graduate on time. So, I made a list of my priorities.

Priority:

1.) Complete my PLDT OJT

2.) Feasibility Study

3.) Econ and ISM

4.) iPresence

5.) Anime

6.) Kdramas

7.) Asheshe :))

7.) Other habits

Note:

1.) Thursday, Friday, and Saturday (Jan. 10, 11 and 12) are PFS day.

2.) Sunday is my worship and writing day.

3.) Never spend time on Facebook for more than 1 hour. I need to immediately log out. I am allowed to check it once in a while though (for 5 min every after 45 minutes).

4.) Deactivate ASK.FM (it’s too tempting)

5.) No anime/Kdramas/YouTube (except K.Ball) during writing/PFS time.

6.) Schedule my laags.

Looking backwards, my life has been so much fun. If given the chance, I would never exchange my life for someone else’ life. My childhood and teenage years will always remain as the best one.

I graduated elementary with a number of awards - including the first honorable mention award. Since elementary up to my high school life, I had been always one of the best speakers. I had been selected to join speech competitions. I had been in a band back when I was still in 2nd year high school level. Oh yeah. I learned how to play the guitar and bass - but not the drums though *sad*. I sang songs that were supposedly sang by a man (such as Parokya ni Edgar, Spongecola, Callalily songs). I had been in a dancing club. Yeah. How could I forget the “London Bridge” dance? Lol. Ever since I was kindergarten up to Grade six (I think), I was a fiesta dancer. I like dancing - pop dance, ethnic dance, and more. However, dancing falls in the not-so-stable-hobbies category. Sometimes, I like doing it. Sometimes, I don’t. Lol. I had been involved in three religious groups for one year - SAPPAC, Legions of Mary, and GKK Youth. I had been a school paper staff. I was a literary staff back when I was in 2nd year high school. I was one of the three second year high school students who were able to enter the TOUCHSTONE (Assumption Official School Paper) at young age. The other two were Agustin Carpio (a known poet and the so-called mysterious man) and Jea Ng (our batch valedictorian). I was a team basketball and volleyball player during my second year high school, too. I was in the Taekwondo club for two months back when I was third year high school. I was the Math Club President during my 4th year high school life. I had been a leader of both the general section and the first section. I will never forget how I was able to make our Noli Mi Tangere a success with the help of all the St. Isidore students. Our Noli Mi Tangere was known to be the only competitor of the first section’s Noli Mi Tangere. Despite the fact that we landed the second place, I was still very proud by that time - being the only group that was mentioned and caused “curiosity” to the first section students. I will never forget the Paskuhan and Speech Choir experience as well. No other performance can match our Paskuhan performance. Seriously. No jokes. We even received a “bonus” points from our teachers (not for P.E, but for other subjects as well). However, we kept it as a secret to avoid rantings of the other students. Today, it is no longer a secret. We were one of the three sections that were able to get a perfect score for the Speech Choir, too. Yeah! :) I had been addicted to online game - Ran online. I was able to graduate as one of the Honorable Mentions of the Assumption College of Davao.

Now, let’s jump to my recent life. I had dyed my hair red, black, brown, and blonde. Now, my hair rests with its not-intended-ombre (my blonde hair just grew. lol). I had completed my 7-day, uh-oh! NOOO! I mean my 9-day death-or-life training of the Ateneo Students Security Force. I didn’t attend the special day though - it was my choice. I had been in the Accountancy Division’s Singing Jaguars, too. I know I used to sing back when I was high school, but this group made me sing a genre that was never my genre. LOL. E.T, Blow, and of course, Who run the world? Hahahaha! That was funny, but it was a great experience. I have been in a socio-political group as well. BAHAGHARI. I enjoyed and learned a lot from our “kapehan” sessions. I also experienced running as an officer of the General Assembly of Class Presidents twice (and lost twice, but still proud). The first try of becoming a GACP officer was really unforgettable. Lol. I didn’t know that there were big political parties there - Bahaghari and Piglasapat. Haha. I ran as an independent candidate. Without any supporter, without any campaign strategy, without any political people supporting me, I was the only independent candidate who got a total of two-digit votes. The rest got only 1, 2, 3. I didn’t appreciate it until P3 (a well-known politician) told me that the Bahaghari saw me as a big catch because of that one. My second try was fun as well. I was running as a Bahaghari candidate by that time. Guess what? I ran for the highest position - the Chairperson of GACP/Internal-VP of the Samahan. It was surely fun. In the end, I expectedly lost. Haler? I will never have a chance with Clarice Tiu. Lol. I had been active in jogging as well. My first marathon run was 5 kilometers. The second and currently the last one was 15k (or more like 18k/10 miles). I have learned how to drive a motorcycle with the help of my Frisbee friends as well. Bee Solitrino was my first highway-passenger (it was a near-death experience, i swear). I have learned and enjoyed skateboarding, too. EPIC! I have been in a big Frisbee team - South Side Guerrillas - as well. Been in three National Tournaments and too many local tournaments. I have been an on-the-job trainee at the PLDT Company under the supervision of Mr. Leo Donald N. Fernando. The best thing about my OJT experience is that I always receive compliments from my bosses. My bosses - specifically Mr. Lexter Lopez and Mr. Leo Donal Fernando - even thought I was a cum laude candidate (sorry to disappoint you, bosses. lol). I have been the favorite of our cycle head - and it’s awkward coz I don’t like “favoritism”. I have been an online writer for 6 months now, as well. I have been earning my own money for quite a long time. In fact, I had been in Cebu and Manila with the use of my own money. I am an anime addict, too. I enjoy watching anime for 10 straight hours. Haha! Seriously. I have memorized anime songs too. I also love Kpop. I have memorized too many korean songs. Haha! I know how to write the Korean alphabet and how to speak the Japanese language. I am also a reader. Though I paused from reading books, my love for books will always remain. Oh. And I got thousands of friends. I am known as the friendly one. Before I forgot, I had been in a two-year romantic (though not-so-romantic) relationship. You know, my life is a balance. I have time for everything. I don’t work too hard. I don’t study too hard. I don’t love too much. I don’t play too much. 

See how interesting my life is? :)

A basketball player, volleyball player, Frisbee player, speaker, writer, reader, dancer, singer, leader, politician, honor student, guitarist, rocker, diva, religous child, anime addict, kpop addict, runner, gamer, skateboarder, lover, a friend, and more.

My life isn’t centered to one thing. My life is the best example of diversity. It is full of diverse hobbies. It’s at its best state. A well-balanced life. Yes, it is.

Right now, I am trying to get back with my “workaholic” life. I have been out of the front line for about 2 months now. I need to get back or else I’ll lose everything I planned. Wandering for 2 months is not bad for a person who was trying to figure out the things she must do. However, still wandering after the chaos of confusion is no longer acceptable. It’s no longer a coping mechanism of mine. It’s already called laziness.

Now that I am firm and stable, I need to get started repairing the life I’ve lost after breaking through the world of confusion. It is definitely good to stay in a world like this. It is surely the perfect world for me - attending school without studying, watching anime, listening to music, chatting with my friends and family, eating, and sleeping (no more, no less). Nevertheless, I cannot stay in a world as perfect as this or else, soon, I’ll lose all the imperfect things I wanted in life. I might visit this world very soon. After all, it is the best world for vacation, but definitely not a good place to live in. I do not plan on being suffocated by the perfection of this world. Therefore, I must not stay longer than the span of time I needed to stay.

Hello, world! Hello, real school life! Hello, responsibilities! We haven’t seen each other for a while. Are you ready for me, tomorrow? :)